my own literature
- fallacies in our memories
when a joyful sunny day is here
and there is nothing left to fear,
how rapidly we all forget
pain and sorrow and regret;
but when in melancholy state
we can’t recall anything but hate.
human memory only broods
over it’s current, eternal mood.
sonnet #01101101 01100101 00100000 01110100 01101111 01101111 00101110
you are the best friend a person could be.
somehow you always say just the right thing,
to make me believe in humanity,
when my soul mirrors a bird with clipped wings:
unable to fly,
weighed down by distress;
oppressed because as people we deceive,
using pawns in our global game of chess.
from lies, sins and judgment there’s no reprieve,
not even with my supposed close friends.
who when i need solace are always there,
obliged to help my bleeding heart mend.
you think “why’s it matter if it’s fake care?”
fuck that and you. i’d rather be “lonely”,
than having the best friend a person could be.
im not hateful.. its just that everyone sucks lol
i hate that creative expression
has started to be an unoriginal standard
i hate that non-conformity
has become a form of conformity
i hate that people label
things “preppy” or “emo” or “stoner”
when they’re just things,
clothes or music or activities,
i hate how our generation
is all “uniquely” the same
i hate all the players
and all the games
i hate how by me expressing my hate
it makes some people think
that i’m just like them.
trippin :)
concrete shapes
seen with abstract figures
invisble hallucinations,
that wither in the light,
completely comical
cartoon imprinted
real-life caricatures
music’s effect ♥
reverberating
vibrating
girating
instrumental beat
bouncing in the air
geometric heartbeat
pink and green and aquamarine
like a strobe light in the dark
blackness filled with fuzzy
agile points of light
dancing to the rhythm
all throughout the night
alphabetical poem
All the times, in all the minds
Barnacles growing over the unused brains
Creativity dying
Derisively crying
Exactly what can we do?
Fuck the world and leave it behind?
Gouge out our eyes to not see society?
Hate everyone and live in solidarity?
I know those aren’t the only options
Just living our lives
Keep on keeping breath flowing
Living life right
Motivates others
Needless to say it
Opens doors that weren’t there before
Perhaps the old saying two heads is
better than one is the
Quintessential situation
Really as a human being,
Suffering comes with grand
Theories that are
Unable to be
Verified
Wonderful it is to live a life with a human
X factor
Yet life on its on own does have it’s certain
Zest
when a joyful sunny day is here
and there is nothing left to fear,
how rapidly we all forget
pain and sorrow and regret;
but when in melancholy state
we can’t recall anything but hate.
human memory only broods
over it’s current, eternal mood.
sonnet #01101101 01100101 00100000 01110100 01101111 01101111 00101110
you are the best friend a person could be.
somehow you always say just the right thing,
to make me believe in humanity,
when my soul mirrors a bird with clipped wings:
unable to fly,
weighed down by distress;
oppressed because as people we deceive,
using pawns in our global game of chess.
from lies, sins and judgment there’s no reprieve,
not even with my supposed close friends.
who when i need solace are always there,
obliged to help my bleeding heart mend.
you think “why’s it matter if it’s fake care?”
fuck that and you. i’d rather be “lonely”,
than having the best friend a person could be.
im not hateful.. its just that everyone sucks lol
i hate that creative expression
has started to be an unoriginal standard
i hate that non-conformity
has become a form of conformity
i hate that people label
things “preppy” or “emo” or “stoner”
when they’re just things,
clothes or music or activities,
i hate how our generation
is all “uniquely” the same
i hate all the players
and all the games
i hate how by me expressing my hate
it makes some people think
that i’m just like them.
trippin :)
concrete shapes
seen with abstract figures
invisble hallucinations,
that wither in the light,
completely comical
cartoon imprinted
real-life caricatures
music’s effect ♥
reverberating
vibrating
girating
instrumental beat
bouncing in the air
geometric heartbeat
pink and green and aquamarine
like a strobe light in the dark
blackness filled with fuzzy
agile points of light
dancing to the rhythm
all throughout the night
alphabetical poem
All the times, in all the minds
Barnacles growing over the unused brains
Creativity dying
Derisively crying
Exactly what can we do?
Fuck the world and leave it behind?
Gouge out our eyes to not see society?
Hate everyone and live in solidarity?
I know those aren’t the only options
Just living our lives
Keep on keeping breath flowing
Living life right
Motivates others
Needless to say it
Opens doors that weren’t there before
Perhaps the old saying two heads is
better than one is the
Quintessential situation
Really as a human being,
Suffering comes with grand
Theories that are
Unable to be
Verified
Wonderful it is to live a life with a human
X factor
Yet life on its on own does have it’s certain
Zest
